26 Years Later… A Psychic Speaks Out on Rape Culture

Posted in Angels, Holistic Healing, Paranormal, Pop Culture, sex, Spirituality, Writing with tags , , on November 7, 2017 by tonysokol

By Vanessa Renee Hogle

Forward by Marie Bargas:

In the days following the aftermath of the #metoo campaign many celebrities have come out and told their stories of rape and sexual abuse. It has been a communal exorcism of sorts and now very brave psychic has come out to tell the paranormal community her own story.  I would like to congratulate Vanessa Hogle on her courage and veracity. I am honored to be your colleague and your friend. Thank for inspiring hope at a turning in history. You are loved and remembered.

Sincerely,  Marie

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There has been a lot of talk lately about victim shaming. So many innuendos and outright cruel statements posted on social media regarding victims of abuse, rape, chronic illness and the like that it makes one’s head spin. I decided it was time to come clean. To tell my story in hopes that it will help people understand how hurtful so many of these statements are.

You see, I was raped. Many years ago, when I was 19 years old, I was violated by someone I knew very well. We had been a couple, for quite some time, but had split up due to personal issues. I had reason to fear for my safety and spent time hiding out at friends’ houses. Hopping from one to the other, never staying in the same place very long. This went on for months before I finally felt like he had given up trying to find me. I let my guard down. I stayed too long, in one particular place, and he found me.

shame-2087878_64026 years ago he found out where I was staying, convinced my friend he only wanted to talk to me, and watched them walk out the door. They had no idea what his plans were. No one could have known, not even me, what he planned to do. He was that charming. I’m not even sure anyone believed me when I had warned them of my fears previously. It didn’t matter any way. From the time they walked out the door my fate was sealed … only I didn’t know it because I was asleep in the back bedroom. I was not aware of what had happened till I woke up to him on top of me. Raping me. Hand over my mouth to silence my screams. A foot taller than me and 70 lbs heavier. I never stood a chance. When he was finished he walked into the bathroom, grabbed a towel, threw it in my face and said, “now we’re done”, grabbed his clothes and walked out.

I remember sitting there, numb, not really sure what to do. At this time in my life, I was estranged from my family … I had no one. He had everyone. Everything. His family had money, position in the community. I was alone. My trust in everyone I knew was shattered. I cleaned myself up, as best I could, and made my way to the only person I knew who could help me. I’m not even sure how many miles I walked to get to her place, but I eventually got there. I hid out, not leaving her apartment, for as long as I could until I finally got the courage to try and live again. I got a job at a fast food restaurant about 3 miles away and I walked there … every day. I got one free meal, per day, from them and that’s all I ate. I built myself up, from the ground up, by myself. I made it to the woman I am today … a woman to be proud of … by myself. The year I turned 19 was the worst of my life but I had gotten past it … or so I thought. I didn’t know how much of that pain I had hidden away until I saw my rapist, this October, walking the streets of New Orleans. I was down there for a paranormal convention and was spending some free time with my son, and my best friend, when I saw him walking towards me.

I froze.

26 years of shame, pain and self-loathing flooded back. Choking me until I felt I couldn’t breathe. The only thing that kept me going was my son. I absolutely refused to subject him to anything that had to do with that part of my past. Granted, he knows what happened all those years ago. But … knowing, and actually seeing the man who did it, are two totally different things. So, I told Jana privately, and we walked away as fast as we could.

Part of me keeps trying to rationalize it all. Did I really see him? Was it a doppelganger? A twin I never knew about? Honestly, the answer is irrelevant. The truth, however, is blindingly clear.

sky-2667455_640I’m not OK. That is the truth. What I thought was strength keeping me going was, in fact, fear. Fear of remembering it all. Fear of reliving it all. Fear of feeling all of that all over again. It turns out I did not overcome what happened to me … I buried it. Now that corpse is rising from the grave and torturing me anew. And every time I see someone say in a post, “what was she wearing? She must’ve led him on!” in regard to a claim of rape, it’s like pouring salt in an open wound. I think people do that because they think they will never be on the other side … hurting … crying in shame. For their sake, I hope they are right.

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Exorcism at the Temple of Hanuman in India

Posted in exorcism, Folk Medicine, ghosthunt, Ghosts, haunting, Holistic Healing, Pagan, Paranormal, PsychicProtection, Spirituality with tags , , , on November 6, 2017 by Marie Bargas

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Hanuman, the Monkey God is an avatar of Shiva the Destroyer. Many believe that Hanuman dwells in this dimension and is therefore easily accessible. This exorcism was performed in a temple. There was no need for any sort of electrical “ghost busting” equipment. There was no paranormal team of Catholic priest required. This is exorcism for the masses and it is happening in India today.

Exorcism Outside of Christianity

Posted in exorcism, Folk Medicine, Ghosts, haunting, Pagan, Paranormal, PsychicProtection, Spirituality with tags , , , , , , , on November 6, 2017 by Marie Bargas

Today, as I post this I am sad to say that I was recently attacked by a member of the American Paranormal Community for being a Hindu. I was told by a so-called Christian exorcist, who by my calculation was untrained but egotistical nonetheless, that I was worshiping demons. The truth is that in this past year I have encountered several so-called “Christian” exorcists who have had no real training, who believe that they are somehow spiritually superior for their faith. I am sharing this today to remind everyone that exorcism is not exclusive to Christianity and that Hinduism is far older. In this instance the “demons” were banished to a location. They were “sent” somewhere to be imprisoned. The exorcist is a humble man with no visions or grandeur or spiritual superiority and yet … not one but several victims were “exorcised” by this man. Isn’t it Jesus who once said, “Judge not lest ye be judged?”

 

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From the Daily Hunt

 

Psychic Predictions about Hurricane Irma from Christina George – Paranormal Connections – Florida Folks Need to Evacuate Now

Posted in Angels, Ghosts, Pagan, Paranormal, Psychic Readings, PsychicProtection, remoteviewing with tags , , , , , on September 6, 2017 by Marie Bargas

This post is not intended to incite panic. Instead, I am operating on the truth that being forewarned is being fore armed.

Christina accurately predicted detailed events leading up to Hurricane Harvey and the Earthquake/Nuclear Test in North Korea.

While I am praying alongside others who hope that Irma will go out to sea, I am also hoping that this broadcast may save some people if Irma should make landfall as a killer hurricane.

About Christina George:

Christina George is a practicing Psychic and Paranormal Investigator who researches everything paranormal including UFOs, Abductees, Star Children, Bigfoot, Chupacabras and Cryptozoology just to name a few. Christina is also the founder of P.P.R.S. ~ Psychic & Paranormal Research Society in Sacramento Ca and is the host of 2 Internationally known radio shows Paranormal Connections and Top Secret News .

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Christina’s whole life has been full of paranormal experiences and she has been able to see and communicate with spirits since she was very young. While she was very young the spirits were her friends, but as time went on things started to change. She started being tormented by spirits, haunted dolls, being attacked by dark spirits, and she even had multiple UFO sightings.

When Christina got to her late teens she was able to find a way to suppress her abilities and shut them down until she was involved in a car accident. During surgery for her injuries she experienced a Near Death Experience that changed her life. When she woke up in the ICU she was told that she had been diagnosed with an illness with no cure. After this experience her abilities were back and stronger than ever and so was her will to live. She also found that she her abilities like being  very intuitive…empathic…and having  very accurate pre cog dream  premonitions and visions.

Christina later decided that the best way to utilize her abilities was to help others who are scared and dealing with Paranormal Activity, as well as mentoring children and teens with abilities.

 With her abilities she is able to go into a clients home and figure out who is there, what they want, and what to do to get rid of it if need be.  But more importantly she can give closure  and validation to clients, as well as educate people that everything Paranormal is not bad or demonic. Christina has been investigating for over 15 yrs professionally and has done hundreds of cases including missing persons and a few unsolved murders with amazing results.

 She has been a guest on countless radio shows and now uses her radio shows as well as speaking engagements at conferences and events to share her cases, experiences and personal journey of living side by side with the paranormal world she calls her life. She is working on a book about her life and the journey it became to understand how to live side by side with the Paranormal World that everyone around me told me did not exist.

What to Do If You are Haunted – Edge of the Rabbit Hole – Vanessa Hogle/Mike Ricksecker

Posted in ghosthunt, Ghosts, haunting, mariebargas, NationalGhostHuntingDay2017, Pagan, Paranormal, Pop Culture, Psychic Readings, remoteviewing, Spirituality, thehollywoodwitch, witchcraft with tags , , , , , , on August 16, 2017 by Marie Bargas

I am really excited to be part of the Horsefly Chronicles Paranormal Team even if it’s just as a consultant. In these few months Vanessa and I have really bonded psychic to psychic, witch to witch. I have the utmost respect for her abilities as a psychic and remote viewer. And she’s an awesome bestie, too!

We invite you to join us on September 30th the celebrate National Ghost Hunting Day – #worldslargestghosthunt.

To purchase tickets click HERE.

REMOTE PSYCHIC AND INVESTIGATOR/HORSEFLYCHRONICLES PARANORMAL TEAM – Vanessa Hogle  –  III Fold Paranormal – “Legend of Cropsey”

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Vanessa Hogle has been involved with the paranormal since she was a little girl, having her first spiritual visitation at two years old. This made for quite a difficult childhood so she blocked as much as she could from the age of thirteen till she was in her thirties, when she finally stepped out of the broom closet. Since then she has been a recurring guest on numerous radio and You Tube shows, has been a co-host on her own radio show, “Edge of the Rabbit Hole”, which is now a successful You Tube show, been published in six books, three of which are her own parabiographies and consulted on Animal Planets “The Haunted…Leave or Die” episode. She is a remote viewer with credits to teams all over the world as well as an “on site” investigator, when travel time allows it.

 

 

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Or you can go to my website:  www.mariebargas.com 

Celebrity Psychic Marie Bargas Returns as the Hollywood Witch

Posted in Angels, Astrology, Holistic Healing, Humor, mariebargas, Mercury Retrograde, Pagan, Pop Culture, Psychic Readings, romance, sex, Spirituality, thehollywoodwitch, witchcraft, Witchy Style with tags , , , , , , on August 16, 2017 by Marie Bargas

It’s Mercury Retrograde and the Witch is Back!

Posted in Angels, Art, Astrology, Couture Fashion, Folk Medicine, Holistic Healing, How to, Humor, Literature, love, mariebargas, Mercury Retrograde, Pagan, Pop Culture, Psychic Readings, romance, sex, Spirituality, Uncategorized, witchcraft, Witchy Style, Writing with tags , , , , , , on August 16, 2017 by Marie Bargas

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